Tuesday, October 11, 2011

Wait, why was I angry again?

What is this? What does it take for me to be able to have the self-respect and constitution not to get weepy and insecure and afraid? So WHAT if he doesn't call to say he misses the sound of my voice? For god's sake - this is my life and my sense of emotional security and personal worth. Why am I SO afraid to be alone for 24 hours without being wanted and needed and desired.
This is obviously a chance for me to look at my own attitudes about myself. I am obsessing on the other person in a different way but still not keeping the focus on myself.

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